I’ve Been Looking for You.

by Lyn Marsh,PhD on February 8, 2015

Einstein, a human, a faerie, a hummingbird, a serpent, and a thousand petal lotus flower change the nature of reality as it is known to be. [4th post in this series]

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I’ve Been Looking for You

Violet,Olivia’s ancient guide of the tuatha de danann, moves her consciousness through the liquid nectar in the pool at the heart of the 1,000 petal Lotus. Beyond the Lotus she is everywhere/nowhere … She is AllThat Is.

She ‘absorbs’ awareness. She has no sense of separation from life at any level and receives everything that exists in life … as her conversation with Soul … and with the Source of All. These conversations are as tapestries weaving and unraveling, and weaving anew … as symphonies continually writing and playing themselves …

Violet’s evolution has been about the discovery of ‘who she Is’. She knows this with uncertainty, which has become a welcome companion of hers.

Violet ‘absorbs the awareness’ of Olivia, as she is in the human realm with Perla and Einstein. She enters the Lotus and walks It’s petals to receive what Olivia’s soul wants her to know. The music emanating from the petals of the Lotus … plays in symphony … with Olivia’s movements and explorations. Olivia has always been an adventurer … wild with abandon … untamed. She has needed protection and guidance.

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Einstein loves the silence of Perla’s garden. Even the small water fall seems to deepen the stillness in him. conversations zoe waterfall into lake

Olivia has taken Perla on a meditative journey. Perla’s body is not in the garden any more, although Einstein suspects that Perla is not aware of this. She is with Olivia and probably feels that everything is just very vivid. She is not fully aware that her body has teleported with Olivia.

Perla is standing with Olivia at the entrance of a huge Ancient of the Ancient’s – ‘Tree of Life’. conversations tree_of_life_by_ferdinandladera-d6pkq22

Olivia to Perla:

This tree is actually a matrix of living energies, but none of us really knows its power … nor do we understand the opportunities and possibilities in the myriad of complexities that it holds. conversations Tree-of-Life_Flower-of-Life_Stage Violet knows more than I can fathom, about it. But I do know that it can help you, Perla, to let go of your more limited dimensional way of seeing life … It can also free you from the linear time that your human reality pushes down into the consensus human dream of which you are also a part.

Einstein finds himself inside of the Tree of life with Perla and Olivia. He is standing in the Daath … the between.

Einstein:

Perla come stand with me. It is in the between … that you will be able to receive what is new of you and of your new world. It is here that you can know without certainty. This uncertain knowing is beautiful and powerful.

As Perla joins Einstein in the between of the Tree of Life, she discovers that Olivia is already there next to Einstein. She is surprised that her meditative journey is taking a life of its own.

Olivia:

Violet has been challenging me to be uncertain … of all that I know … and of what I assume to be ‘real’. She tells me that whatever I assume to be ‘real’ … will become ‘unreal’ to me, as I become new … as I become More …

In faerie we are less concerned with being right than you are, as humans. We use the intensity and focus of our feelings and our thoughts to fully express ourselves in the moment.

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Perla suddenly realizes that she is now sitting by the pond again, next to Einstein, with Olivia standing in front of the pond. She notices that Olivia’s iridescent skin glimmers with green turquoise, pinks, and light blues.

Olivia begins to swirl around and around in front of the pond, faster and faster until all that Perla can see – is a oval sphere of pastel colors. Then in a blink, a humming bird flies out of the swirl of light.

The humming bird flies up to the top of the hill and perches on the stone bench canopied by intricate tree formations and surrounded by a stone terrace. This terrace is also home for Perla’s Shining One Crystal, protector and guide for a new world emerging.

The Shining One takes on a hue of pastel colors which become deep and rich, until the entire Shining One crystal is filled with a deep blue green undulating serpent like creature that seems to break through a membrane rather than the clear and hard quartz crystal generator that appears to be on the terrace.

Perla has never seen a more beautiful serpent. It is huge and should terrify her. Instead she is enchanted … seduced by the essence of Beauty itself …

As the Serpent makes Its way across a tree branch toward the bench, the humming bird flies to meet it face to face. I'veBeenLookingForYou-01 (1)

I’ve Been Looking for You by Laura Harkrider

The humming bird hums, “I have been looking for you”

And the serpent replies. “I have been looking for you.”

Einstein moves his consciousness to the hill top with Olivia and the Serpent. Perla does not see him move. He was next to her in his chair by the pond and then he is sitting on the bench on the terrace.

Perla feels herself become lighter and lighter from the rhythmic movement of melodic sound and swirls of light from this luminous serpent. She can smell its scent, from where she is next to the pond … roses in the morning dew …

She becomes enraptured in the scent … as her eyes close. When she opens her eyes, Perla finds herself sitting on the bench with Einstein, very close to the huge blue green Serpent and the humming bird as they are engaged in deep communion with one another.

Perla realizes that she has teleported because she knows that she did not walk the winding stairs.

“I did it!” Perla shouted to herself inside her head.

A huge wave of nausea follows her exuberance.

Perla:

I’m frightened. I feel frozen.

The Serpent turns and faces Perla:

“I have been looking for you.”

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